3 weeks old

Yes it is true! My baby is 3 weeks old already. I can't believe I have to go back to work in a week. I am so thankful that I live where I work. So I just have to walk right down the parking lot. Malique is back at school now and it hasn't been as hard to get up as I thought it would be. I guess my mommy mode is finally kicking in. I am not having much luck with my milk supply at all I am only up to about an ounce total each pumping session. It is very discouraging and I really feel like I should give up sometimes. But my short term goal is 6 months and my real goal is 1 year. I think I can do it. Really it isn't that big of a deal when I have milk. I don't want to supplement with formula at all. But I don't have a choice right now. I can't starve the poor child! Keelan has been acting out some and hitting the baby when he cries. That is not going to work. Xavi went back to the doctor he is now 8 lbs. 13 oz and 20 inches long. and his belly button looks great now. The rash is not better at all it is actually probably worse. The prescribed some different cream and I am hoping that gets it taken care of. I feel so bad for him I know it has to hurt.

And a little comparison photo...crazy right!!!