Mommy Mode

Our first week home was crazy and exhausting! The boys were so excited to have their baby brother. Keelan was a little confused at first. One of my friends had a baby about 2 months before me and Keelan kept saying "Where is Jessica? JoJo needs to go home." But he understands Xavier is here to stay. I had a hard time getting into my mommy mode. I didn't think it would be so hard to have 3. Maybe it is because I am older now. I don't know. But Malique was on Christmas break so we had all them home. They love him so much though and they want to help with everything. Xavier is such a good baby. He is rotten and doesn't like to be put down too much but that is ok I will hold him all day if I can. He hates the swing. I am so glad that was given to me and I didn't buy one! Of course he slept through mist of his first week in the world. But when he was awake we get to look at the most beautiful blue/gray eyes! I know they probably will not stay that way because Malique's were that color too at first and now they are brown. His first doctor appointment is the 29th.