Baby Obsticle and Exclusive Pumping

I attempted to paint my toes last night! Have you ever tried to do that with 35 weeks worth of baby goodness in your way?! It is so hard. I think I ended up doing a half way decent job though. But I was very uncomfortable and out of breath by the time I was finished. I think I am going to go get a pedicure a day of two before my RCS. It sounds amazing and so relaxing. And after 9 months of being pregnant I think I deserve it.

I think I may have the fattest little hands ever!

And my Flinstone feet :)

I know that this will sound absolutely crazy to some people and that is ok. I am not into breastfeeding. I don't know what it is  but it makes me feel very uncomfortable to have my child sucking on my boob. I know it is natural I know that my body is made to do it, but I can't seem to get the idea out of my head. I tried to breastfeed with my oldest son. He couldn't latch on correctly. I was in terrible pain every time I tried. He would be crying because he was hungry and I would be crying because it hurt so bad. So I gave up. I didn't even attempt with my next 2. I know that it is the best thing for my baby and it is free which is even better. I have decided to exclusively pump. I know that it will be difficult at first but I really think once I get into a routine I will get use to it. I have a friend that just had her baby 4 weeks ago. She tried to breastfeed him but he wouldn't latch on. So she is exclusively pumping and doing great at it. I know it will be alot of work but I am willing to put in the effort. So I am in the process of trying to get a decent pump. There are so many to choose from. Some are extremely expensive and I wonder if the cheaper ones work as good....I need to figure it out soon!